Chemistry hallucinations

I sometimes get dreams of molecules reacting with each other.  i keep thinking of common connections between Thermodynamics, photo chemistry, surface chemistry, colloids and chemical kinetics. i sometimes find them quite interesting. when you start understanding things, they become interesting for you. Chemistry is a headache but still i get obsessed with it at times because i have to spent so much of time with it. Like when you constantly keep thinking about a Girl, you get obsessed with her thoughts.

you have to keep reading, you have to keep writing. you have to explore the world of chemical reactions. it generates curiosity in me. Every time i mix something new, when i make new compositions. the thought of what the final outcome would be always thrills me. when i study for my exams its chemical formulas and theories that i dream off, things i used to hate, i have started loving them little bit. may be because i have no other option. the only thing that turns me off is my dipping marks and my low grades. :'(