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As the cold wind blew, We embraced each other

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I was sitting on a terrace of mood swings and terrible loneliness, depression was their in the clouds and everything around looked dull. Those shots of alcohol last night and a night devoid of sleep had drained my energy. My friends had left, my parents were far away and the feeling of emptiness was terrible, my mood was swirling into depressive imaginations, my eyes would have burst into tears but my mind was dumb, I sat there motionless thinking about the troubles that lied in the womb of future, that moment I was living my fears. What if I failed, I had failed so many times, I had fallen so many times, there were scars all over my heart, body and soul. The terrace was cold and I shivered every time, a cold wind blew through those wounds. I felt weak, I felt guilty, I felt troubled, my mind was burdened with mistakes and sins. I raised my eyes and I saw the moon and piercing through the clouds, moonlight came and sat beside me. I felt a bit good and wished to hold her hands, bu...

THE ONCE CHEERFUL GAL BECAME A DEPRESSED LONER

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She texted me,“hey you online” I said, “ya I am” She said, “ok”. I said,” say what’s the matter”. She said,” nothing, I feel assured when you are online, I never feel lonely……thanks stay there…until I get back home”. Hmm, I said and realized that how lonely she had become, she was in another city all alone struggling, chasing her dreams, running day and night , working hard to sustain her job. The once cheerful bubbly girl has now become a depressed loner…..life is so hard at times….