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FIRST LEARN TO LOVE YOURSELF

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First, let's learn to love ourselves,
Then we can find someone to love us.

Let's be honest with ourselves,
And maybe then we can find the truth.

Why don't we change the world
Starting with yourself?

Let's eliminate suicide
By refusing to let yourself give in.

Let's give someone hope for the future,
But first know yourself that there is hope.

The problem is facing the mirror,
Not the mirror itself.

Let's find happiness,
First find it inside.
Not inside a bottle of any kind,
But inside your own mind.

THE OPPOSITE

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All things have an opposite , There is bad, There is good!
They teach us the things we shouldn't do, and also what we should

Gods plan gives us choices; It is not by force
Here are a few examples, to help us view the course

There is righteousness, there is sin
There's a beginning, there's an end

There is living and there is death
There is medicine, there is meth

There is hot, there is cold
We are young , then we're old

There is The Christ, there is the devil
Some have slope, some are level

There is dry and there is wet
We remember, we forget

There is faith and unbelief
Some find comfort, some have grief

There is day, there is night
Some are grounded, some take flight

Some are fast and some are slow
Some are shady, while others glow

There is bitter and there is sweet
One kissed Jesus' head, the other, His feet

Whatever the opposite; ponder and choose
The "Right ones" we win and the "Wrong ones" we loose

CHOOSE THE RIGHT!!

THE LIFE OF A LEAF..

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SPRING

I slowly unfurl to the wide World
stretching up to the blue sky
and sense an early morning chill
of Spring waking a natural high.
Each day grows a little warmer
as daylight hours extend
making this leaf feel fresher,
to the bright sunlight I bend.

SUMMER

I’m at my most greenest now,
hot sun burns upon my veins;
how glad am I to finally enjoy
those cooling, copious rains.
At which point, I pour in drips,
a refreshing, rousing trickle
that falls on grass and buttercup
teasing them with a tickle.

AUTUMN

Mists have now arrived,
shrouding my form with heavy dew;
the green has all but leached away,
bled from veins no longer new.
Down below the tree are vivid reds
browns and translucent golds
which, increasingly each day now
people their captivation holds.

WINTER

The first frost of Winter
and a biting, northerly breeze
cut into me,and scores of others
were torn from their trees.
I’ve fallen now, to the ground
all wrinkled, and utterly fragile
awaiting my final hour
until, I meet my funeral pilE....

WEAPON OF WORDS...

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Words.
They form an idea..

they form..
Weapons.
Oh, I know what you're talking about.
Written.
Spoken.
Thought.
Cut deep.
Spread like wildfire.
Stabbing.
Weapons used against everyone by everyone.
Sometimes I hide my pain with "words."
Joking, playing it off.
I'm trying to remain calm.
My friends lack knowledge of their actions.
Forming a unity to use weapons against one,
They actually form it against me too.
Why?
People view words as ideas,
But they use them as weapons.
Weapons that cut through the exterior of a being and
Bring out tears;
Letters falling from each eye,
Words that shame.
Words that scorn.
Words that mock.
Words that shouldn't be
Weapons.

GOING FAR WAS NOT A CHOICE BUT WE STILL DID...

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I tried to reach
And grab you
But You went far

When You tried to reach
and grab me
I went far

Going far
Was not a choice
but we still did

I am tired of the world
making us apart
I want it to STOP............

YOUR FANCY MIND ROAM

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Your Fancy Mind Roam
Never let your Fancy mind roam
You will never know where it will go
Your pleasure is at home
At a touch sweet Pleasure melts your soul
So never let Your fancy roam
Their are no other like home
Love is like bubbles in the rain
that can make your heart sing
So never let your heart wing in the dark
O sweet love of mine
never let what we have loose it's sweetness
Never let the light run out
Summer's joys are spoil by our Love
And the enjoying of the Spring
Come sweet rain
Don't let what we have fad
I see behind me dips of eternity
What is before me Immortality
What is in between
Death and life
Love and hate
Its will blossom with what door you open
Autumn's red leaves of beauty
Blushing through the mist and dew
Of me and you
So never let your fancy mind run over time
You never know where it will roam
There is no Love like home

THAT KISS

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That Kiss
For some reason lovers think a kiss is just a game
For lovers to play to get their way
Or they have it in their minds that they must kiss
With deep passion to make their way in
To get the key to unlock the heart
Most often a kiss is overdone and sends that one
On a fast run
With any kiss its as simple as putting your heart into it
Let your feelings move you in that kiss
The love of your life may just make the sparks fly on high
your heart plays a deciding factor in the effectiveness of your kiss
When you truly care for someone
Let kiss make magic bliss
Heart felt love put in that kiss you will never know who's breath
Is taken in
Who's Love is written in that kiss something you don't want to miss

ACHING HEART

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My heart aches no longer pumping 
it is now frozen in place
Keep finding it harder to breathe 

Cause it's her of all that I can think
Uplifted my spirits and gave me some faith, 

just to rudely take it away
I was willing to give her my heart and soul, 

but in the end it was just my life she stole
All my hopes and dreams were gone till s

he came along and set me free, 
to steal my heart then bury me
Life or death its all the same, 

I would hate to live a lifetime with this pain
walking this hell pondering if love will ever prevail
So put me back in the ground for 

what I am searching for can't be found

DEATH COMES EARLY TO THE POOR AND THE NEEDY

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Death comes early to the poor and needy
No home to lay their heads in a nice warm
bed like all the rest
A homeless man or woman with children or not
Young and old another child of God
Will soon be called home
Poverty is all over this old darken world
With people looking down on the need all nice
and net with lots to eat
Walking by the homeless with hate in their eye's
Looking down on them why they are passing by
God see the hast in each one of their eyes
God watches over is broken heart'ed
Lost in poverty with no food in their belly's
Children's crying all over the place
Hoping this pain will soon have an end
Why the rich walks about teasing the poor
with food
Nice clothing
and cares and homes
Styles the poor could only wish for
The parks is all the poor has
But the rich wants that to
They have the cops to remove them because
They don't like looking at them
Oh shameful eyes
God sees you
Walking around talking the poor down
Beating on them night and day
To make them give up more on their faith
O…

MY FAITH

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My faith
gives me strength
to move forward
My faith is the reason
I keep Hoping
My faith is the only thing
that keeps me from breaking down

my faith
is my soul's beauty
my faith keep me away
from doing too many sins

my faith is my key to heaven

THIS HEART OF MINE IS CRAZY FOR YOU.....

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It was mine some time,
but belongs to someone else now,
The mad heart doesn't understand..
sometimes it remains quiet,
sometimes it sings..
it tells good things
about you
without even asking me..
whether you're some truth
or a story (it doesn't know)
all it knows is that it's mad for you..
this heart of mine,
doesn't listen to me.

I NEED YOU BACK

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i need u back.
i will pray
a million times
but i cant let myself lose u
for just a little
misunderstanding.
...............
i love you and its real.
u cant leave me
because u thought
its fake.

LET ME BE REBORN AGAIN

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Let the rain fall again,
Let the pain drain away from my body,
Let the rain erase my memories,
Let me forget, who i am or what i am,
Let me see the world in different way,
Let my heart be kind and big,
Let me be reborn again,
In the world of love,
In the city of lost love,
Let the betrayers die young,
Let the good live forever,
Let the people be kind,
Let the world change in a good way,
Let us live without pain, without hatred,
Or
Let me fly to the next world

POETRY- EMOTIONS UNPLUGGED

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If you ask me, do you practice poetry ? I would say. Of course i . Being a passionate writer, how can i escape the magic of it. The magic of portraying your emotions in the most romantic and powerful way. If writing is my love, poetry is my lust. Because its sudden, its spontaneous. It comes out so naturally. 
Poetry is about arranging your thoughts in the most beautiful manner. Its like lightning that suddenly comes out from a  cloud which has become excessively charged. When your mind becomes obsessed with certain thoughts, it comes out in the form of sexy words, sentences and paras. And we name it Poetry. 
Honestly speaking i was never interested in poetry during my pre-teen days. I used to read the poems of  Robert frost, William wordsworth and many others. But they never aroused me mentally. I stumbled upon poetry, when i met her. She was my senior in school. I was crazy for her. She was so beautiful. The most beautiful woman i saw, during my school days. It was for her i wrote my …

GOD'S MASTERPIECE

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Image of Divine beauty
Lighting up the Lord’s city
Sparkling objects of perfection
God’s wonderful creation.

Some look large, some look small
Some shine bright, some are dull
And in such a silent speech
They give a message so rich.

For your meaning I am searching
And the longer I keep staring
The more of you I get to see,
Looking down here at me.

With wonder I keep gazing
God’s masterpiece so amazing
Shining stars up in the sky
Lighting everywhere from up high.

THESE SCARS

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These scars
They’re beautiful
But you cant see the beauty in the color red
The pain,
It fixes my heart
Each slice
Deeper than the last
I close my eyes
Let the pain take over
Just another cut to hide
There’s nothing wrong with me
There’s nothing wrong with this
I’m writing my own story
Writing my feelings
On my wrist
When you see them
you don’t understand
you never will
With your small mind
And happy life
You have never felt my pain
So don’t look at me with your condescending eyes
Look away
Pass your judgment somewhere else
You will never understand

REALITY

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The mirror on the wall speaks all that's on it's mind.
The things we have, call out for notice as well.
We may believe, we are ahead or woefully behind;
that we're not doing badly or going fast to hell.

Other folks in other places haven't luxuries so vain.
They wonder every breath they draw, which one will be the last.
Mother's see their children's hunger and agonizing pain
and realize their precious days and lives are fading fast.

Reality cries out from dark secluded corners
and bids us look upon deaths lonely face.
Imagine all the sadness as you watch the broken mourners.
Are you in truth a member of what is the human race?

The vanity, insanity and selfish life we live,
indites us for the times we turn away.
There's so much need and we don't heed the voice that tells us give.
God help us do what we should do today.

WITHIN HER EYES

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I found it all within her eyes from the very moment we met.

Her form, her smile and magnetic eyes I could never forget.

Fears became wants as I longed to take her tight in my arms.

"May you kiss me?" she quires coyly, with all of her charms.

"Kind sir, I would be most delighted! Please do." she gasped.

We didn't - we met eyes to eyes, as together our hands clasped.



Eternity froze - time did stand still, with that souls' embrace.

Gazing at all of life's wonder glowing from her smiling face.

Trembling wildly in anticipations, lips smoldered with desire.

Kissing deep, long, longingly - passion only fueling that fire.

The consuming kisses stopped - breathlessly trying just to recompose.

"Why kind sir, Is there something the matter?" she smiles, she giggles, ...she knows.

TAKE A LOOK AT SOME SCARS ON YOUR BODY....

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“Take a look at some of the scars on your body, you’ll notice how some are lighter than the rest of your skin. A silver slash that makes you look tougher than you really are.

After we are hurt our wounds heal, but some wounds like to be remembered.

Think of every scar on your body as a small trophy and think of yourself as the reigning champion in survival. The scars displayed or hidden from the world are reminders that we were hurt, but don’t forget we survived.

We weren’t buried six feet under because of them.

Instead we emerged from the soil and reached for the sun, because our scars resembled sunshine.

Even the wounds that are hidden in our hearts heal.
Sometimes we forget because they’re intangible.
We can’t trace our fingers over the smoothed skin.
We can’t show our friends evidence of the pain.

Sometimes, we forget the scars in our hearts until something triggers us to flash back to the pain.

We allow the darkness to swallow us whole, because we believe there is no longer light in our so…

I NEVER MEANT TO HURT YOU, I NEVER MEANT TO BREAK YOUR HEART

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I never meant to hurt you
I never meant to break your heart,
I just,
I have these moments,
When I build myself up,
I think I feel something,

But I'm simply hiding,
Running from myself,
Hurling myself into thoughts,
Dreams,
Anything to cover,
The way I really feel inside.
I allow,
What I know isn't real,
To take over my mind,

Creating an alternate reality,
Where escape is easy,
And looking back
Is something I'm free from.
Somedays,
My life is like a novel,
nothing seems real,
It's just the thoughts from my head,
Projected and thrown out there,
Somedays,
It runs so deep,
I start to believe it myself,
But the truth is,
It's not real,
It's all a lie,
I'm not the person you see,
I'm a shell,
And my insides disintegrate,
Long ago,
There's nothing left,
And even if I tried,
I'd never feel the things I wanted to,
Simply because
I'm too afraid. 

JOY AWAITS THOSE WHO PUSH THROUGH TEARS

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It's not fair what you did to us. 
You tossed our life aside 
like it never even mattered. 
You broke my heart; 
shattered the dream. 
But, I stood up when 
the world pulled me down. 
I went on when I wanted to quit. 
Freedom lies on the other side of fear. 
Joy awaits those who push through the tears.

TO REALLY LIVE AGAIN, WE MUST DREAM NEW DREAMS...

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We hold on so tightly to our past, 
to what we know, 
the memories that once were 
or might have been. 
We long for those happier days, 
as one, in love forever. 
But, the pain, loss and betrayal 
never stray too far from our thoughts; 
protecting us, forcing us to see. 
We know there is no going back, 
what once was could never be. 
Evil stepped in and shattered our world. 
Slowly, we heal, accept our fate, 
and begin to change. 
But, to really live again, 
we must dream new dreams, 
hope new hopes, 
love new loves; 
remember, 
but try to forget..... 

NARCISSIST TRAITS. IS HE/SHE A NARCISSIST- PART 2

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Is he or she a narcissist ?
- Impulsive they undo themselves of behavior that is oddly stupid for people as intelligent as they are. They expect to get away with anything they feel like at the moment.
-Extremely sensitive to personal criticism and extremely critical of other people. They think they must be seen as perfect or superior, infallible next to god like. They cant tolerate the least disagreement. In fact if you say "Please dont do that again, It hurts." They will turn around and do it again "harder" to prove they were right the first time, Their reasoning seems to be like "I'm a good person and I can do nothing wrong. Therefore I didnt hurt you and you are lying about it now."  They will say your nothing, your worthless, and turn around immediately and say they love you. They will attack you sometimes physically and spew a load of bile, insult, abuse, contempt, threats, etc and then well its kinda like they had indigestion and the vicious tirad…

NARCISSIST TRAITS. IS HE/SHE A NARCISSIST-PART 1

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How to spot a Narcissist: -Nothing will ever be his/her fault -He/She will never be there for you. No matter what. Never. -He/She will always be the "tragic" victim. - He/She will never see you, your need, your love, your loneliness, your pain, your accomplishments. Everything will be about them. -Its always their way or the highway. -He/She will never ever admit being wrong. -He/She will be angry with you every single day. -Silent treatments and neglect can and do go on for weeks at a time. Especially if you point out one of their flaws. - The world will always revolve around them -While you do everything possible for your relationship, they do nothing. -Their love is Pathological. -Lack of empathy. - Hypersensitivity to insults or imagined insults. -Vulnerability to shame rather than guilt. They believe they are Superhuman and can rely on the ability to be superior. They are more concerned with the act then the consequences. -Haughty body language means being arrogant or full of pride.  …

NEED FOR CHANGE

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Are you the same person you were 1-3-5-7 years ago? 
If you answered "No", 
then make sure your partner is open to change. 
Just as our taste in food changes,
 so does our need for more space, 
where we want to live, even our sexual desires. 
The question is, are we choosing people who can adapt? 

RELATIONSHIPS UNSCRIPTED

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Accepting imperfection is a part of appreciating 
your loved one’s uniqueness.
We all have imperfections and it’s part of life. 

Trying to change the person you love to meet 
your expectations is a fruitless venture. 
Give your loved one space to breathe. 
Isn’t it great to be perfectly imperfect?

DAD AND ME

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It was Saturday morning, after a hectic week finally, it was weekend time. I had planned to watch back to back movies and read a novel named, “ Cards on the table” whose author was Agatha Christie. I was excited for the day as it was time to rest and enjoy. My Dad was getting ready for office. I was just waiting for him to go out. Then the house was all mine.  Suddenly to my utter surprise, He asked me,” so its an off day for you today” I said,”ya” He then said,” then join me at work today, you can supervise my workers their.” I couldn’t believe my ears and thought to myself is he serious. Seeing my blank face, he said “ Don’t worry, I will pay you. At the end of the day, I will pay you 500rs ” I got excited at the thought of earning 500rs but then the temptation of taking rest the whole day and watching movies overtook my mind. I said,” dad, you really want me to come with you.” He said,” of course I do, you are quite grown up and you must learn to earn some money for yourself.  Learn to t…

KISSING HER

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Kissing her was like sipping 
the wine of her essence, 
and as I did, 
I found a burning passion in her soul, 
of much abundance.”

I WILL BE LEFT HOLDING ON, EVEN AFTER YOU LET GO...

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You want me to give,
All of me,
The parts I hide
Nobody has seen
But if I fall for you,
I'll never recover,

I'll be holding on
Even if you let go
I'll be standing
In the pouring rain
With droplets down my face
And your name on my lips
Waiting for the storm to blow over
When really
It hasn't even hit,
If I give you my heart,
You take me apart,
I'm left standing here
Falling to pieces
While you're off healing
With another piece of ass.
Can I take the chance,
To have you,
Take my insides,
And turn me out,
Turn my entire universe,
Upside down?
If I fall for you,
I'll never recover,
I'll be left holding on,
Even after you let go.

SHE IS SO LONELY THAT SHE TALKS TO THE SKY....

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She looked up towards the sky and sadly smiled at the night. Over her head thousands of lights danced across the heavens. Too many to wish upon. Though each and every one of them contained prayers spoken over the years. Different in words but always the same. She told the stars her secrets and begged them to answer her dreams. But just as they remained silent, so did the man she loves.

"I wish I knew how you feel." She whispered into the night. Knowing her words would die out long before reaching the man she loved. She knew he wouldn't hear her plea across the distance that had grown between them. She stretched out her hand, caressing the wind as though it was his cheek. She smiled, alone, as tears silently traced down her face. "I love you...always."

LONELY NIGHT

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Lonely is the night sky in tender disarray,
Stars are shining brightly, as daylight fades away.
Pondering the life below, hangs the curious Moon
As the world drifts off now, one moment all too soon
Bathe the darkness with indigo as the light does bloom.
As time does pass, the shadows begin their play.
Soft souls slumber safely amid their sleep this day
Hush your voice with a lullaby and
 hold the dreams you weep.
Speak in silent tongue as the clouds begin to sway
Lonely is the night sky as it never seems to stay;

LOVE IS TEMPORARY WHERE RELATIONSHIP IS PERMANENT

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She says, I remember you saying "I am a fish and you are my water" 
Do you still feel the same about it or something has changed yet ? Changed
you or your love has changed ? Do you still feel butterflies in your stomach, 

when you think of our next meet ? Do you still look at those pictures and fall asleep ? 
Do you miss me when you look at strawberries anywhere around the world? 
Like moon is temporary while sky is still, waves are episodic but 
ocean is eternal Sometimes I feel love is temporary where relationship is permanent. 
I wish these thoughts are false.

MY LUSTFUL WISH

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“I want to be the first thing

you touch when you wake.

I want to be the last thing 

you taste when you sleep… ”