Posts

Showing posts from April, 2014

I TRUST IN YOU

Image
And I trust in you only, 

I swear by you only, 


put all my faith in you, 


my strength, my pride,


everything I dream of


everything I hope for,


you, only you.

YES I WISH TO WRITE............

Image
Like anyone else in the world who has a passion for writing, i too wish to write my own book, my own novel someday. I Love being a story teller.

In me is hidden a treasure,
of stories,
that i wish to gift, 
the world someday. 
Some beautiful secrets, 
of my life that,
i hope to reveal someday.
Memorable moments,
moments of pain,
the days i laughed,
the days i cried
i want to share it all,
with this mortal world.
to make those memories immortal.

I Would love to write about all those relationships that i witnessed. The love stories of my friends and the ups and downs of their relationships. 

I wish to write some part of life garnished with fiction. Some truths of my life decorated with beautiful imagination.


I wish to write,

I love playing with words,
because when weaved together,
they make a beautiful meaning..........

GOD AND LIFE

Image
'LIFE' is the one word in your many languages that comes closest to carrying the meaning that some of you are seeking to express when you use the word 'Allah' or 'God' or 'Brahman,' 'Vishnu,' or 'Shiva,' and that you hope describes or can be a container for the 'stuff that God is.'

In one word, LIFE is the 'stuff that God is.' 

Life IS. Life is that which IS. It has no shape, no form, no gender.It has no color, no fragrance, no size. It is ALL shapes, all forms, all colors, fragrances, and sizes. It is both genders, and that which is genderless as well. It is the All, and the Everything, and it is the No Thing from which the Everything emerges. There is nothing Life creates that is not Life Itself. All that you see everywhere around you is Life, expressing. Life is everything. It runs in, as, and through everything. YOU are Life, expressing. And Life is You, expressing itself as you. Everybody else is Life, expressing. Ther…

LUST

Image
Lust for one you love
Is like a garden flower
That must be pruned and weeded
Before it yields its treasure.

For in the utmost chamber
Lust is quickly sated
While love still craves redemption,
Ever the lost savior.

I AM NOT AFRAID OF HEIGHTS WHEN I AM FLYING WITH YOU

Image
I am not afraid
of heights,
when i am
flying with you,
When your
arms become
My wings
My desires
take a flight
and its the

only journey
when I
am not
afraid of
any heights

I LOVE YOU

Image
I love you!! 
I love you!! 
I love you!! 
I love you!! 
How wonderful it is
to say those words..

When it purely comes
from the heart..

BEYOND WORDS..BEYOND THOUGHTS...ITS JUST YOU AND ME

Image
Beyond words
Beyond thoughts 
Beyond distance 
Could reach 

I hope you feel

How much I care
How much I love
How much I want
To be part of you

Hoping to feel
How much you care
How much you love
How much you want
To be part of me

I could surrender
I could suffer more
I could give up things
Above everything
Just for you

To show
How much I care
How much I love
How much I want
For your happiness
Be fulfilled

Hoping you show
How much you care
How much you love
How much you want
My happiness
Be fulfilled

Every second
Every minute
Of the day
Allow me to be
Part of you
As you be part of me

Our hearts both grow
In trust and understanding
Today.. Tomorrow
And our whole life through.

Forever
You and me
Me and you

YOU AND ME

Image
Through your eyes

can be seen my soul.


And through my soul


can be felt my heart.


Beating, out of it's pocket,


to which it resides,


safely and calmly


in a surreal reality


comfortably enough


for me to rely.


Through your eyes


show many lifetimes to come,


You and me.


Us as one. 

GIFT OF LOVE

Image
Never has anyone loved me the way that you do.

My heart abundant with love I give to thee,


and that love is returned to me wrapped up,

even more beautifully each and every time.

Some people would call it magic,


 because it is not tangible by the hands.

I call it a gift,


I call it our love.

THE INTIMATE DANCE

Image
Slowly kindling as a well stroked fire

Eyes that hunger, fingers that caress,


as I untie the strands to your “dress”

.
We dance on words around the matter,


coming close, I play the actor


feigning disinterest, though I want you so.


You, the mistress, leading to and fro.


Who’s in control, I care not.


So long as were entwined as a knot.


Tossing ,turning, sheets askew


feeling, tasting every drop of you.

WE SEE WHAT WE CHOOSE TO SEE

Image
“Every person is a mirror. 

We see ourselves in them,

and reflect themselves back to them.

But, we can only see 

what we choose to see. 

We can only be open to ourselves 

when we are open to others.”

I MUST WALK WITH A BROKEN HEART

Image
Frozen solid,
From the inside,
Out,
The beat of my heart,
The rhythm in my veins,
Has come to a stand still,
If only words,
Could explain.
Without warning,
Down poured the rain,
Drowning me,
From within,
Flooding over,
And through my skin,
For these are the roads,
Alone,
I must walk,
With a broken heart,
And a mind of torment,
You left me with these feelings,
As though I'm drowning
Inside myself,
I may forgive,
But I won't forget,
I blame myself,
I'll learn from my mistake,
The thing about
Dying slowly,
Is the amount Of time,
You have to think. 

MY HEAVY HEART

Image
This heavy heart,
Is getting hard to hold,
Full of regrets,
Truths untold,
Sadness fills the void,
Darkness surrounds,

Dragging me down,
Sinking below,
The shore lines,
Can't catch a breath,
With this anchor on my chest,
Lift this boulder,
Let me free,
I need to breathe.

THE POWER OF WRITING

Image
I sit at my desk
my pen in my hand
my paper ready to be partaken
this is my power
my escape into worlds 
worlds not revealed... 
yet...
this life is released...
into life
a strength that is powerful
it is bold
it is a journey
an escape into worlds
worlds that will be revealed...
in this lifetime..

TIME

Image
Looking back is only as far yesterday,

yet looking forward seems so far away.


Time happens - whether measured or not.


It can never be lost or reversed, only forgot.


It never passes by or ever stands still - we do.


It can't be owned, only shared, that much is true.

Time is often planned, put off or even be neglected.


The value of time depends on being loved or rejected.

At this point all that is left for me to say,


is here I am, looking at just another day.

I LOST A LOVE

Image
I lost a love or should I say,

More or less I gave it away

.
I had to do what I thought was right,


I gave that love to God tonight.


Now here I stand in the pouring rain,


In so much grief and so much pain.


But the love I had it could not be

,
Then God held out His hand to me

.
I'll take that for now my loving child,


I'll hold it a while then turn it wild.


And if it should come back your way,


It's yours to keep, I heard you pray.

LOVE STORY

Image
“We belong together
no matter what they say”
is just a lie
“we are just foolish lovers”
we do not understand 
things
we say to each other
our world is dying
and we do not believe
in our love
we trusted
each other
before
but not
for a long time
we helped others
not ourselves
saying we love each other
is not true at all
“you never loved me, and I never loved you
you’ll understand how much I love you
someday
but not now
I’d lost you
I thought
and I was right
“our love is real?”
…that’s a lie.

I WILL WRITE YOU AWAY, UNTIL YOU ARE GONE

Image
I will write you away,
Scrub the memories of
You
From my insides
With the magic of
Words.
Already I have cleaned you
Away
From my outsides,
Soap and scalding water
Burning you away from me,
And I hang myself to dry
In the heat of the sun
Letting the wind take the scent of
You
Away from me.
And now, all that is left to cleanse
Is my insides,
Where soap and desperate hands
Cannot reach and wash.
So I write you away.
With every phrase,
Every word,
Every letter,
I send you away from me
Let the remnants of you
That remain within me
Off into the world,
Following your
Footsteps.
Write until the habits,
The memories,
The emotions
That are connected to you
Are cut loose and set free.
I shall paint a picture of you
With my words,
And with every kiss of the
Brush and canvas,
With each stroke,
I shall paint the image of you,
Remove it from within me
And never look upon it again.
I shall write what you were to me
What you meant to me
What you made me feel
Until the words don’t make
Sense
I shall write and
Write and
Write.
Write you away,
Turn pages…

ONLY THOUGHTS OF YOU REMAIN

Image
Only thoughts of you remain 

In my heart where they have lain,

Perfumed thoughts of you, remaining,

A hidden sweetness, in my brain.

Others leave me:

all things leave me:

You remain.

LOVE IS LIKE A BUTTERFLY

Image
Love is like a butterfly..

You chase it, 

and she will go away

Be still and calm

and she will stay close to you..

I WANT OUR LOVE TO BE INFINITE

Image
Have you ever noticed the shiny moon dancing on the water?
And how it moves like silver down from the sky
Have you ever seen, how light feathers
Blow away in the light breeze
How the warmth of the sun, causes flowers to open up
Butterflies 
spread their wings
And how the sun consumes away the clouds
Dust clouds in the desert, blowing in the wind
All have their purpose all are motions, unsettled, unanchored
The moon can change phases
I want our love to be infinite like the sky
I want to be firm as a rock holding onto you
Come wind or sun shine
Each grain of sand, each feather blowing in the wind
To be a reminder of how much you mean to me.

SOME ONE LOVES YOU AND THAT SOMEONE IS ME

Image
This morning when you awaken

from your peaceful sleep


please know, all day long


that someone loves you


and that someone is me;


You’re always in my thoughts


and in my heart and prayers too


and everyday I thank God


for the blessing that is you.

YOU DON'T KNOW WHY SHE CAME

Image
It’s a visitor, love

and you don’t know why she came 


or when She’ll go 


and return your life to you


as it was… almost… almost 


as it was, before love


plus or minus as it was 


before love; 


and you don’t know if they’ll stay 


forever 

making a lovely mess 


of everything… everything…


everything.

ONE KISS

Image
“One kiss?

One kiss is all it would take

There’s nothing, and I mean nothing, 

like kissing.

A long, wet, you sucking on my tongue kiss.

Wrapped up tight. Arms around each other. Hands exploring,

Naked kiss. So close we’re sweating from each other’s heat.

One good long kiss is all it would take.


Yeah, one kiss.


One kiss?” 

YOU WILL ALWAYS BE CLOSE TO MY HEART

Image
So far away...
the GARDENS which you walk.

Yet so close...
always in my heart.

So far away...
I cannot touch your hand,
I cannot feel your breath,
I cannot hold you close.

Yet so close...
I can feel you in my heart,
I can see you in my mind,
I can hear you in my ears.

You can go so far away...
You can travel to the ends of the earth...

But as long as I have your love...
As long as I have you...
You will always be close.

For,
As sure as the sun rises,
And the tides will change,
I will always love you,
An you will always be close to my heart.

LOOKING WITHIN

Image
Looking behind, I am filled with gratitude,

looking forward, I am filled with vision,


looking upwards I am filled with strength,


looking within, I discover peace 

I WANT TO FORGET EVERYTHING YOU TOLD ME

Image
“I want to forget everything you 
told me. 
I want to wash away how 
uncertain you made me. 
How scared I was of losing 
you. 
How I lost you anyway.
I don’t want to know how your
hands feel or what makes you
smile.
I don’t want to see you in
photos, familiar like a dream I
had once or a book I never
finished.
I don’t want to speak about
you in snippets or think about
how I behaved.
Or know that I still think about
it.
Or know that you’re not just a
lamp or a blade of grass,
indistinguishable from the
rest.”

I AM RESPONSIBLE

Image
“I am responsible. 
Although I may not be able to 
prevent the worst from 
happening, I am responsible 
for my attitude toward the 
inevitable misfortunes that 
darken life.
Bad things do happen; how I
respond to them defines my
character and the quality of my
life.
I can choose to sit in perpetual
sadness, immobilized by the
gravity of my loss, or I can
choose to rise from the pain
and treasure the most precious
gift I have - life itself.”

QUIETLY I WATCH

Image
Quietly I watch you. 
Your pain has become my own. 
Confessing this renders me naked and vulnerable, 
yet it's my secret, 
my soul's shame to covet something unattainable. 
I smile softly,
knowing gentleness is what you need. 
For the first time I am unselfish which startles me, 
your happiness matters to me. 
I know you are unaware. 
The beauty of this is art.

I tremble .

I AM NOT SOMEONE TO DIE FOR

Image
Don't die for me
Even if you had those mad feelings that are to kill for, 
those that rage your blood to boiling steam 
don't die for me love
I am not to die for
And if we were standing at the end of some cliff 
or bridge light years away from the ground
Ready to become statistics
Ready to become the stardust we really are
If our expiration date has come
Like soon to be soured milk
I’d beg you not to
I’d say stay
let us not jump into our graves just yet
there are stars yet to be named

I believe we are all part star
With names etched into heart sized galaxies
We are sixty-nine percent stardust
Borderline balls of fire,
with no sharp turns that seem as points
We are waiting to explode
and hoping we go before the sun
I would die for you
And I would live for you
And I would walk for you
and to you
not away from you
I would run to you
Breathe for you
roam for you
I would seek you out
And carve out the stars and etch
our names as puzzle pieces
and you could keep a few halves and corners,
you could hold the best piec…

NOTHING BELONGS TO US..EXCEPT MOMENTS

Image
A man died...When he realized it, he saw God coming closer with a suitcase in his hand.

Dialog between God and Dead Man:

God: Alright son, it’s time to go
Man: So soon? I had a lot of plans...

God: I am sorry but, it’s time to go
Man: What do you have in that suitcase?

God: Your belongings
Man: My belongings? You mean my things... Clothes... money...

God: Those things were never yours, they belong to the Earth
Man: Is it my memories?

God: No. They belong to Time
Man: Is it my talent?

God: No. They belong to Circumstance
Man: Is it my friends and family?

God: No son. They belong to the Path you travelled
Man: Is it my wife and children?

God: No. they belong to your Heart
Man: Then it must be my body

God: No No... It belongs to Dust
Man: Then surely it must be my Soul!

God: You are sadly mistaken son. Your Soul belongs to me.
Man with tears in his eyes and full of fear took the suitcase from the God's hand and opened it...EMPTY!!

With heartbroken and tears down his cheek he asks God...
Man: I never owned …