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BADLAPUR - the protagonist becomes the antagonist and antagonist becomes the protagonist.

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All was going so well, life so picture perfect;A great job, a beautiful wife and a cute son, simply fabulous. What else does anyone want. he had married the love of his life and they were so madly in love with each other.  They were so very much love that only death could separate them from each other and death did it one day when a bank robber who was running with his loot shot her wife and son dead. That devil didn’t kill his wife and son but they actually destroyed his whole world. He was shattered broken into pieces. A world so beautiful suddenly turned ugly, everything had turned upside down for him. He clinches his fist and tightens his jaws and walks out to seek revenge. By the time, he reaches the killer, the killer is sentenced  to 20 years rigorous imprisonment. He is devastated, he wished to kill the destroyer of his world with his own hands, torture him brutally to death but alas destiny had some other plans. He so very much wanted to kill but couldn’t,he was thirsty for b…

NEITHER GANDHI IS RIGHT, NOR HITLER……ONLY JESUS IS…..

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Gandhiji  always paid a lot of attention on what he ate, for he believed what you eat will surely effect your psyche, your behavior. For he truly believed human should forbid eating flesh and one should be  a vegetarian to adopt a healthy living style. His general perception was when a man becomes vegetarian , he becomes more peace loving and non violent.  For he thought, flesh eating humans were more violent. He promoted vegetarianism throughout his life.


Everytime I read about his eating habits in my school text books, always a doubt used to arise in my mind that is eating flesh, so harmful and making me more violent. Is it the reason for my emotional outbursts, is it the reason why I cannot control my anger. This question always popped up in my mind, everytime I read something about our Father of the Nation. Until yesterday, when I read in an article that the cruelest man In history of the world – Adolf hitler was a vegetarian and made laws against animal cruelty. This fact was enoug…

MY THOUGHTS ON FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION AND THE CULTURE OF CENSORSHIP

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What is freedom of expression ? without the freedom to offend it ceases to exist- Salman Rushdie
One day someone offended me with some crude expletives, I felt bad. Like really bad, I replied him back with more crude expletives and the argument continued and we broke into a fight and it ended with me and him getting some bruises. I just thought, had he been taught good manners from his parents, he would never have offended me but then I looked into my own innerself, that if I had practiced forgiveness taught by my parents, I could have easily avoided a fight but then I was provoked and I fell into the temptation of reciprocating him. Ok this was on personal front, another example when i got offended was when the movie Da vinci code was released, being a christian, when I came to know that  da vinci code the film said that Jesus was a married man, I was bewildered and felt offended that how could some one say this. How could anyone say anything like that.  I must be 18 at that time, off…

THERE WAS EMPTINESS UNTIL I OPENED MY EYES....GOOD MORNING

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I woke up with a heavy head and the burden on it was too heavy. The burden of failure, the burden of being a loser, My head was spinning with pain and anxiety. Yesterday my much awaited results were announced and I again was declared fail, last time it was by a margin 0f 8 marks, this time I failed by a margin of 2 marks. So close yet so far. I could hear the sound of taunts and abuses from all sides, I could hear the echo of people insulting me and making a mockery of mine. I was humbled yet again, infact my self respect was beaten to death.  I had no one to talk to and I felt lonely, lonely like never before. Parents were gloomy and there faith in God was shaken to core, sister had gone to her  school. No one to talk to, I picked up my phone and then realized, last night I had broke-up with her., ending all ties. The feeling was terrible but then I woke up and opened the door and the beautiful morning came in.
As I went out and took some breathes, I could realize that the morning air…

Batman has just lost his Joker, Sherlock his Moriarty, India its Pakistan.....

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So the worse team lost. Without being contrarian for the sake of being contrarian, didn’t you, oh sons and daughters of Hindustan who #wontgiveitback, feel a twinge of disappointment even after vanquishing those chaps from next door? Let’s face it. You did hope that the 7 feet 1 inch Mohammad Irfan would break out of his circus cage and spread some early-overs terror at Virat Kohli and Shikhar Dhawan. But Irfan turned out to be a cracker that never exploded.  Sure, we want our batsmen to hit the ball around, something that wasn’t much on display today because hitting wasn’t really on the menu. Sure, we want them to rescue the team out of a chakravyuh. Which didn’t happen because this Pakistan bowling attack could have barely formed a ring-a ring-a roses circle if they wanted.  What did happen was Kohli making the most of a half-chance dropped by Yasir Shah off Shahid Afridi when he was on 7. And then again when on 76 when Umar Akmal floored his snick that allowed Kohli to end his day at …

SURRENDER YOURSELF IN LOVE- VALENTINE SPECIAL

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So what is the problem ? why one feels so hopeless about love ?. too much ego will not allow you to love anybody: too much ego centric, too much selfish, too much self oriented, self obsessed- then love will not be possible because one has to bend a little and one has to lose one’s territory a little. One has to surrender a little in love. Howsoever little, but one has to surrender a part and in certain moments, one has to surrender completely.
To surrender to the other is a problem. You would like other to surrender to you, but the other is also in the same plight, same confusion. Two egos when they meet, try that other should surrender and both are trying the same. Love becomes a hopeless thing.
Love is not to force the other to surrender to you. It is hate that forces the other to surrender to you: that is the nature of hate, because to force the other to surrender to you is to destroy the other. it is a sort of murder. Love is to surrender yourself to the other, not because you are …

RANTINGS OF A LONELY SOUL- VALENTINE SPECIAL

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Being single at times is so weird at times, you feel so lonely at times. As if there exists no single soul in this world who loves you.  This loneliness gets deeper when the month of February comes, the so called month of love and that particular week called the Valentine week becomes so irritating, when you see different posts on your news feed where people are wishing each other rose day, teddy day, chocolate day, hug day and kiss day and what not. Seeing those posts, you simply feel so depressed, so disappointed, whom do I give a rose, whom do I share a chocolate with, whom do I give a teddy bear, with whom do I make those false promises.
Where will I find someone who will hug me in this lonely times, Where will I find someone who will kiss me in this lonely days,

I actually don’t know how two people meet, come close and something happens between them called love. Love is still an enigma for me, a mystery that is yet to be unraveled by my heart. How two people get so comfortable in th…

O WOMAN, MADE FROM THE RIB OF MAN

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WOMEN
WAS MADE FROM THE RIB OF A MAN,
NOT FROM HIS HEAD TO TOP HIM,
NOR HIS FOOT TO BE STEPPED ON BY HIM,
BUT FROM HIS SIDE TO BE EQUAL TO HIM,
UNDER HIS ARM TO BE PROTECTED BY HIM,
AND NEAR HIS HEART TO BE LOVED BY HIM.......

A PAGE FROM SOMEONE ELSE ROMANTIC DIARY- AND THEN MY FRIEND MET WITH AN ACCIDENT...

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He had promised her, he would surely come. They had a huge fight the previous day and a meeting was really needed to bring back their relationship on the path of love. Differences do happen at times, arguments do occur, where there is love there will be fights, anger and overload  of expectations. She was an angel  and looked gorgeous, he loved her and loved her a lot. For him she was priceless, a gem in the collection of ordinary stones he possessed, a rose in his garden of flowers.  He could not afford to lose her , so he went to meet her to pacify her anger, to win her back, to make her understand how much he loved her. she was waiting for him, she knew he loved him and she too loved him a lot. She likes it, when he obeys her, gives her the topmost priority and pampers her always. She loved it when he accepts defeat after every argument and apologizes to her for no mistake of his. He was so sweet, so caring. She eagerly waited for him. When he came, they talked , discussed and then…

AAP- THE B TEAM OF BJP- A CONSPIRACY TO ERASE CONGRESS FROM INDIAN POLITICS

Most voters have clarity as to whom they will vote for at least a few months before elections take place. This trend can marginally be swayed when some extraordinary event changes the course of the events. It is therefore surprising that most surveys which, just a few weeks ago stated unequivocally that there would be a hung assembly have backtracked and are now predicting a surge for Kerjriwal’s Aam Aadmi Party. Results of pre-poll surveys have long been suspected to be tailored to create a wave for Political Parties that shell out huge contributions. The present predictions showing leads for AAP can also be caused by ‘conscientious’ media houses which want to avoid yet another election in Delhi. Delhi Cantonment Board elections of January 2015 showed that the Indian National Congress managed to increase its vote share by 11.36 per cent in comparison to the last state elections, the votes secured by the saffron party decreased by about 2.09 per cent. The Cantonment Board results came …

FRIENDSHIP DIARY- HER SARCASM REACHED A NEW LEVEL THAT DAY...

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She must have texted me after almost two weeks, I really wondered where was she all this days.  To tease her, I asked “ where were you Miss Universe for all this days”. She replied,” Miss universe…..why did you call me that”. I said,” had seen your Wikipedia page, now that you are miss universe, I want to marry you as soon as possible” I continued my teasing.  She replied back,” if I actually was Miss Universe, why would I marry you, infact your net worth is less than me”. I laughed at her wit and said, “ because true love never sees net worth baby”. She had no answer to it and just gave a lol to it.
I said, “ now show this conversation to your boyfriend, he will feel  jealous and hate me more than he does now”.
She said,” na I won’t”.
I asked,” why what happened”
She said,” because I am katti with him, we are not on speaking terms now”.
I said,” wow…cool then, surely show him our convo, he would be more jealous , tell him that what if you have money, he has a heart of gold and  you can ha…

I WANTED TO PROPOSE MY LOVE TO YOU BUT.....

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Today is propose day and I wanted to propose my love to you.  Trust me, I want to, I do, I do. But something holds me back, I don’t know what.  I am in love with those beautiful moments we spend together and mind keeps visiting those past moments of love. I am in love with your beautiful smile and that small mole, that light mole, just below your lips. I am in love with your long hairs, long dark hairs. Your eyes that say a 1000 words that your pink lips seldom would express, I am so much in love with them. Your lips I want to kiss them so often, so very often. Like always.  I love to fondle your virgin boobs that are yet to reach their full glory, i love it when I kiss your navel and I see it shiver with ectasy. I love to caress your thighs and hear every single moan that escapes your lips. I love it when you tighten your grip and pull me towards yourself, at times with your hands and at times locking me in between your legs. How I love to feel trapped in your love locks. How I love …

WORDS SOMETIMES REALLY HURT.....

Words sometimes really hurt.
They can make u feel cheaper than dirt.
Get up and have a new day and a new start.
But learn your lesson from yesterday and put it in your experiences cart.
Close a book but open ten more.
Cuz life will always have something better in store. Be nice to those who hurt you.
And make them see what they lost ....and they had no clue . It really hurts for a while but then it goes away.
Just get over whoever hurt u and  life is gunna look good again and  every day will be a beautiful day ......
Goood night readers.....

FRIENDSHIP DIARY- MY FRIENDS FELL IN LOVE AND THEN THEY IGNORED ME...

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Once upon a time a boy and a girl were good friends, they cared for each other, talked about everything and shared the deepest secrets. Then on a beautiful day he saw her friend, beautiful and charming and fell heads to toes in love with her. it was what we all call love at first sight. He asked his friend to talk to her about him because he never had the guts to express his feelings. she understood his feelings and being a good friend went and conveyed his love to her friend. With her wit and words, she made the girl believe how much he loved her. The girl was impressed and agreed to meet the guy and when they met, the girl felt drawn towards him. There was an instant attraction. It was as if the pyre of love was already set and just a spark was needed to set it on fire. she lit the spark and her friends were burning in love for each other. As they fell more in love with each passing day, as they drew closer towards each other, they started neglecting the one who made them meet, the …

ARVIND KEJRIWAL VS KIRAN BEDI- WHO WILL WIN THE DELHI ELECTIONS

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Few year’s back when congress was in power both at the centre and Delhi, some people from among the common masses who called themselves the civil society under the leadership of Anna hazare came out on the streets to protest against a government that was maligned with corruption charges. People were fed up with news of scams and scandals  and corruption was on a rise. People had lost faith in democracy and that was when this so called ‘ Jan lokpal movement’  took place. Anna hazare was the centre point of the movement,  but there were two more prominent  figures who were involved in the movement :- Arvind kejriwal, the mastermind behind the movement and Kiran bedi.
Congress was blind with arrogance, power makes the greatest of men go blind and same happened with Congress and its leaders. They ignored the demands of the people who were protesting at jantar mantar. They couldn’t realize the changing times and did one mistake after another, one of them was ignoring the unrest and anger w…

IF PEOPLE LEAVE...LET THEM DO SO FOR THEY HAVE FINISHED THEIR PURPOSE...

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God says the “The reason some people have turned against you and walked away from you without any reason, has nothing to do with you. It is because I have removed them from your life because they cannot go where I am taking you next. They will only hinder you in your next level because they have already served their purpose in your life. Let them go and keep moving. Greater is coming.” Says the Lord.

AN ORDEAL WITH PROSTITUTES

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Last time when I went to talk to them,  they shooed me away by throwing slippers and hurling stones at me.  This time when I went the tomatoes were ripe, those prostitutes were sitting at the market place selling tomatoes and exchanging tomatoes with each other. I saw them and gave a smile and requested them,” that I really want to help you all”. They all started laughing and replied,’ we don’t need any, but you can buy our tomatoes. I said,” neither do I eat tomatoes neither do I use them in cooking”.
Those prostitutes were surprised to hear that and mocked me saying,” what kind of woman are you who doesn’t eat tomatoes, strange”. I continued,” have you heard of AIDS , It’s an incurable life threatening disease.  To prevent it, the Indian government is spending a lot of money to prevent it from spreading.” Hearing this one of them said,” so you are an government agent, from which political party you are and how much money do you get doing all this.” There is not even a single hospital…

YES...SHE SCARES ME......A LITTLE....

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Does she scare you a little? Good. She should make you fear her love, so that when she lets you be a part of it, you won’t take it lightly. She should remind you of the power that beauty brings, that storm reside in her veins, and that she still wants you in the middle of it all. Do not take this soul for granted, for she is fierce and she can take you places that you never thought you could go but she is still loving in the midst of it all, like the calm rain after a storm. She can bring life. Learn her, and cherish her,  respect her and  love her, for she is so much more  than a pretty face, she is a soul on fire.