THERE WAS EMPTINESS UNTIL I OPENED MY EYES....GOOD MORNING
I woke up with a heavy head and the burden on it was too
heavy. The burden of failure, the burden of being a loser, My head was spinning
with pain and anxiety. Yesterday my much awaited results were announced and I again
was declared fail, last time it was by a margin 0f 8 marks, this time I failed
by a margin of 2 marks. So close yet so far. I could hear the sound of taunts
and abuses from all sides, I could hear the echo of people insulting me and
making a mockery of mine. I was humbled yet again, infact my self respect was
beaten to death. I had no one to talk to
and I felt lonely, lonely like never before. Parents were gloomy and there
faith in God was shaken to core, sister had gone to her school. No one to talk to, I picked up my
phone and then realized, last night I had broke-up with her., ending all ties. The
feeling was terrible but then I woke up and opened the door and the beautiful
morning came in.
As I went out and took some breathes, I could realize that
the morning air was so blissful, so full of life. I sat on a chair lying in my
garden and took some breathes of peace. I was getting calmer inside and then I heard
a melodious sound- the chirping of birds. As I moved my eyes around, I could
see birds flying around, sitting on trees, some birds were so light that they
could sit on the petals of those wild flowers growing in my garden. I looked at
them with joy and my lips gave a faint smile. The moment was wonderful.
I then looked up, on to the sky- and there was emptiness, just emptiness. Just
a vast sky. Just a vast sky where anyone
could fly, and the sky has no conditions. Conditions like only swans are
allowed, parrots and crows are not allowed to fly. The sky is available to
everyone, a swan or a crow. A beautiful bird or an ugly bird, the sky puts no
conditions. Anyone can fly, he just needs to grow wings.
Perhaps it was a beautiful morning, why didn't i notice it before....
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