When endings are missed, beginnings happen

I want to give up,
Throw it all away,
Turn my back,
Walk,
And never look again,
I could toss it in,
And I'd start over,
Somewhere new,
Beginnings,
Bring something,
An ending,
Will never own,
They bring a fresh,
A happy start,
There's are no tears,
Of loss,
Sadness doesn't exist,
For beginnings are what happen,
When endings are missed,
Full of tears,
Their sadness
And fears,
Endings always hold,
The heartache
Untold,
The things we wish,
We'd gave the heart,
The confidence,
The power to say,
But never stood,
And let the words,
Be heard,
Instead,
We ran,
Kept it all inside,
Opted for,
The freshness,
Of a new start,
A new beginning,
To a broken heart,
Healed,
Stuck together,
With glue and tape,
Wound up tight,
To keep it in place,
Truth be told,
The hiding,
It gets old,
Eventually,
Heartache brings you back,
And you're left a mess,
Beginnings are just as hard,
As the saddest endings.