RANTINGS OF A BEAUTIFUL MIND

My mind is bruised with so many arrows, sorrows piling up in my heart weighing my soul down. I have been betrayed a million times by my dear ones, I have been hurt a zillion times by my loved ones. The zest for life is no more in me, every time I sit to pray all I ask God is, if I have to live like this, why don’t you just take my life away and I shall happily come back to you. I am tired of shouting, I am tired of expressing my pain, I fall short of words, I stammer and there is gloom and sorrow written all over my face. People come and ask, hey what’s the matter with you, to them I don’t have anything to say for there are million reasons to cry and not a single reason to rejoice…………

Useless life it is……I am losing hope with each passing day…I am losing hope with every single moment…..