Issac writes

And I trust in you only,  I swear by you only,  put all my faith in you,  my strength, my pride,   everything I dream of everything I hope for, you, only you.

Like anyone else in the world who has a passion for writing, i too wish to write my own book, my own novel someday. I Love being a story teller. In me is hidden a treasure, of stories, that i wish to gift,  t he world someday.  Some beautiful secrets,  of my life that, i hope to reveal someday. Memorable moments, moments of pain, the days i laughed, the days i cried i want to share it all, with this mortal world. to make those memories immortal. I Would love to write about all those relationships that i witnessed. The love stories of my friends and the ups and downs of their relationships.  I wish to write some part of life garnished with fiction. Some truths of my life decorated with beautiful imagination. I wish to write, I love playing with words, because when weaved together, they make a beautiful meaning..........

'LIFE' is the one word in your many languages that comes closest to carrying the meaning that some of you are seeking to express when you use the word 'Allah' or 'God' or 'Brahman,' 'Vishnu,' or 'Shiva,' and that you hope describes or can be a container for the 'stuff that God is.' In one word, LIFE is the 'stuff that God is.'  Life IS. Life is that which IS. It has no shape, no form, no gender. It has no color, no fragrance, no size. It is ALL shapes, all forms, all colors, fragrances, and sizes. It is both genders, and that which is genderless as well. It is the All, and the Everything, and it is the No Thing from which the Everything emerges. There is nothing Life creates that is not Life Itself. All that you see everywhere around you is Life, expressing. Life is everything. It runs in, as, and through everything. YOU are Life, expressing. And Life is You, expressing itself as you. Everybody else is Life, expressin...

Lust for one you love Is like a garden flower That must be pruned and weeded Before it yields its treasure. For in the utmost chamber Lust is quickly sated While love still craves redemption, Ever the lost savior.

I am not afraid of heights, when i am flying with you, When your arms become My wings My desires take a flight and its the only journey when I am not afraid of any heights

I love you!!  I love you!!  I love you!!  I love you!!  How wonderful it is to say those words.. When it purely comes from the heart..

Beyond words Beyond thoughts  Beyond distance  Could reach  I hope you feel How much I care How much I love How much I want To be part of you Hoping to feel How much you care How much you love How much you want To be part of me I could surrender I could suffer more I could give up things Above everything Just for you To show How much I care How much I love How much I want For your happiness Be fulfilled Hoping you show How much you care How much you love How much you want My happiness Be fulfilled Every second Every minute Of the day Allow me to be Part of you As you be part of me Our hearts both grow In trust and understanding Today.. Tomorrow And our whole life through. Forever You and me Me and you

Through your eyes   can be seen my soul. And through my soul can be felt my heart. Beating, out of it's pocket,   to which it resides,   safely and calmly   in a surreal reality   comfortably enough   for me to rely. Through your eyes show many lifetimes to come, You and me. Us as one. 

Never has anyone loved me the way that you do. My heart abundant with love I give to thee, and that love is returned to me wrapped up, even more beautifully each and every time. Some people would call it magic,  because it is not tangible by the hands. I call it a gift, I call it our love.

Slowly kindling as a well stroked fire Eyes that hunger, fingers that caress, as I untie the strands to your “dress” . We dance on words around the matter, coming close, I play the actor feigning disinterest, though I want you so. You, the mistress, leading to and fro. Who’s in control, I care not. So long as were entwined as a knot. Tossing ,turning, sheets askew feeling, tasting every drop of you.

“Every person is a mirror.  We see ourselves in them, and reflect themselves back to them. But, we can only see  what we choose to see.  We can only be open to ourselves  when we are open to others.”

Frozen solid, From the inside, Out, The beat of my heart, The rhythm in my veins, Has come to a stand still, If only words, Could explain. Without warning, Down poured the rain, Drowning me, From within, Flooding over, And through my skin, For these are the roads, Alone, I must walk, With a broken heart, And a mind of torment, You left me with these feelings, As though I'm drowning Inside myself, I may forgive, But I won't forget, I blame myself, I'll learn from my mistake, The thing about Dying slowly, Is the amount Of time, You have to think. 

This heavy heart, Is getting hard to hold, Full of regrets, Truths untold, Sadness fills the void, Darkness surrounds, Dragging me down, Sinking below, The shore lines, Can't catch a breath, With this anchor on my chest, Lift this boulder, Let me free, I need to breathe.

I sit at my desk my pen in my hand my paper ready to be partaken this is my power my escape into worlds  worlds not revealed...  yet... this life is released... into life a strength that is powerful it is bold it is a journey an escape into worlds worlds that will be revealed... in this lifetime..

Looking back is only as far yesterday, yet looking forward seems so far away. Time happens - whether measured or not. It can never be lost or reversed, only forgot. It never passes by or ever stands still - we do. It can't be owned, only shared, that much is true. Time is often planned, put off or even be neglected. The value of time depends on being loved or rejected. At this point all that is left for me to say, is here I am, looking at just another day.

I lost a love or should I say, More or less I gave it away . I had to do what I thought was right, I gave that love to God tonight. Now here I stand in the pouring rain, In so much grief and so much pain. But the love I had it could not be , Then God held out His hand to me . I'll take that for now my loving child, I'll hold it a while then turn it wild. And if it should come back your way, It's yours to keep, I heard you pray.

“We belong together no matter what they say” is just a lie “we are just foolish lovers” we do not understand  things we say to each other our world is dying and we do not believe in our love we trusted each other before but not for a long time we helped others not ourselves saying we love each other is not true at all “you never loved me, and I never loved you you’ll understand how much I love you someday but not now I’d lost you I thought and I was right “our love is real?” …that’s a lie.

I will write you away, Scrub the memories of You From my insides With the magic of Words. Already I have cleaned you Away From my outsides, Soap and scalding water Burning you away from me, And I hang myself to dry In the heat of the sun Letting the wind take the scent of You Away from me. And now, all that is left to cleanse Is my insides, Where soap and desperate hands Cannot reach and wash. So I write you away. With every phrase, Every word, Every letter, I send you away from me Let the remnants of you That remain within me Off into the world, Following your Footsteps. Write until the habits, The memories, The emotions That are connected to you Are cut loose and set free. I shall paint a picture of you With my words, And with every kiss of the Brush and canvas, With each stroke, I shall paint the image of you, Remove it from within me And never look upon it again. I shall write what you were to me What you meant to me What you made me feel Until the words don’t make Sense I sha...

Only thoughts of you remain  In my heart where they have lain, Perfumed thoughts of you, remaining, A hidden sweetness, in my brain. Others leave me: all things leave me: You remain.

Love is like a butterfly.. You chase it,  and she will go away Be still and calm and she will stay close to you..

Have you ever noticed the shiny moon dancing on the water? And how it moves like silver down from the sky Have you ever seen, how light feathers Blow away in the light breeze How the warmth of the sun, causes flowers to open up Butterflies  spread their wings And how the sun consumes away the clouds Dust clouds in the desert, blowing in the wind All have their purpose all are motions, unsettled, unanchored The moon can change phases I want our love to be infinite like the sky I want to be firm as a rock holding onto you Come wind or sun shine Each grain of sand, each feather blowing in the wind To be a reminder of how much you mean to me.

This morning when you awaken from your peaceful sleep please know, all day long that someone loves you and that someone is me; You’re always in my thoughts and in my heart and prayers too and everyday I thank God for the blessing that is you.

It’s a visitor, love ,  and you don’t know why she came  or when She’ll go  and return your life to you   as it was… almost… almost  as it was, before love   plus or minus as it was  before love;  and you don’t know if they’ll stay  forever  making a lovely mess  of everything… everything… everything.

“One kiss? One kiss is all it would take There’s nothing, and I mean nothing,  like kissing. A long, wet, you sucking on my tongue kiss. Wrapped up tight. Arms around each other. Hands exploring, Naked kis s. So close we’re sweating from each other’s heat. One good long kiss is all it would take. Yeah, one kiss. One kiss?” 

So far away... the GARDENS which you walk. Yet so close... always in my heart. So far away... I cannot touch your hand, I cannot feel your breath, I cannot hold you close. Yet so close... I can feel you in my heart, I can see you in my mind, I can hear you in my ears. You can go so far away... You can travel to the ends of the earth... But as long as I have your love... As long as I have you... You will always be close. For, As sure as the sun rises, And the tides will change, I will always love you, An you will always be close to my heart.

Looking behind, I am filled with gratitude,   looking forward, I am filled with vision, looking upwards I am filled with strength,   looking within, I discover peace 

“I want to forget everything you  told me.  I want to wash away how  uncertain you made me.  How scared I was of losing  you.  How I lost you anyway. I don’t want to know how your hands feel or what makes you smile. I don’t want to see you in photos, familiar like a dream I had once or a book I never finished. I don’t want to speak about you in snippets or think about how I behaved. Or know that I still think about it. Or know that you’re not just a lamp or a blade of grass, indistinguishable from the rest.”

“I am responsible.  Although I may not be able to  prevent the worst from  happening, I am responsible  for my attitude toward the  inevitable misfortunes that  darken life. Bad things do happen; how I respond to them defines my character and the quality of my life. I can choose to sit in perpetual sadness, immobilized by the gravity of my loss, or I can choose to rise from the pain and treasure the most precious gift I have - life itself.”

Quietly I watch you.  Your pain has become my own.  Confessing this renders me naked and vulnerable,  yet it's my secret,  my soul's shame to covet something unattainable.  I smile softly, knowing gentleness is what you need.  For the first time I am unselfish which startles me,  your happiness matters to me.  I know you are unaware.  The beauty of this is art. I tremble .

Don't die for me Even if you had those mad feelings that are to kill for,  those that rage your blood to boiling steam  don't die for me love I am not to die for And if we were standing at the end of some cliff  or bridge light years away from the ground Ready to become statistics Ready to become the stardust we really are If our expiration date has come Like soon to be soured milk I’d beg you not to I’d say stay let us not jump into our graves just yet there are stars yet to be named I believe we are all part star With names etched into heart sized galaxies We are sixty-nine percent stardust Borderline balls of fire, with no sharp turns that seem as points We are waiting to explode and hoping we go before the sun I would die for you And I would live for you And I would walk for you and to you not away from you I would run to you Breathe for you roam for you I would seek you out And carve out the stars and etch our names as puzzle pieces and you could keep a few hal...